never been told

A story that never been told.

okay first of all.
what do you people feel when someone simply accused you when they dont know the real story?

and even know you for real?
it sure PAINFUL right?

okay the story begins here.

i like this guy. he's the most amazing guy ever met. always makes me happy. and always be my side when im down. but that he is in a relationship. from there we're become friends. share our problem together. spend most of my time with him and his girl. this relationship does not last for too long. he had crisis with his girl. and im one of the his trusted friends. so told me everything about his problems and ask for some my opinion. okay im fine with that. blablabla.. one day he told me that his relationship already end. start from this moment i thought i was a good chance for me to get closer with him and he told me that he got the strange feeling when he with me. same goes to me. from that day. we became closer closer. and i already told him. that our relationship will not go any further. just enough as not more than a couple. and if not we'll declare in next semester. he said OKAY. and not for too long i fell in love with him. same goes to him and things became crazier crazier. haha. but one day. one of my friend started to advice me for not to be with this guy. it's because ****** said when im with this guy. it seem im the one who stole this guy from his girl. okay i admit it the situation look real obvious. then came some girl told me the same, one of my roomates also told the same and more pathetic when i heard people talking bad about me with my own ears. and its all about me. so i make my decision for not continue my relationship with him. its enough as a good friend of mine. and tried to tell him. BUT he seem doesnt see the problem that i will be face and might be face. he just think that i just played with his heart. but im totally not. then said something about me and started to hate me rite?

and from here now on. my heart will never be yours. it will be close forever.

p/s: THANK YOUU.